Arghs…I m having business lesson now…today end school at 4pm..so tiring..my gosh…my eyes has been itchy since morning…school is such a turn off…MONDAY BLUE again…and my poor little boy have to stay in tonight due to guard duty…miss him so much..hope he can recover soon…he is so sick yet have to stay in..i am worried for him..recently, I thought a lot..i m confused by my feelings but right now I guess I have sort out already…I think is time to tell Ronnie my true feeling..yes..indeed I do cherish those sweet 2 yrs plus relationship with him..but these 2 yrs, we have been quarreling..and we have broke for almost 1 yrs..and this 1 yrs,,I been struggle for his come back..in e end is he who pushes me aside..and now he said he change..i guess everything should put to an end le…I dun blame him for his mistake cuz I am the one who caused it to happen..but I cant be able to be with him anymore..it unfair to JJ..i wanna to be with JJ no matter in what circumstancez, cuz he gives me those feeling that I have lost ….now he is the new part of my life..i wan to treasure him..but whether we will last is all depend on destiny..i juz hope it’s a good start for me… and of cuz I still regard Ronnie as my friend..nothing more than a friend anymore…I am tired of his lies ……