After bringing my dog for a walk, I feel much relax…after taking a fresh breathe outside…its seem so grey to me today…I’ve been thinking of the negative side…I juz felt that something isn’t right at this moments..i cant stop thinking… I miss JJ, I miss my dearest friends…I miss a lot of people.. memories start flowing in my mind…those sweetest memories I used to have during my teenage love is never to been forgotten.. i tend to regret a lot of things in life…esp neglect my family, my friends and my studies…I wanted to mend it back but its seem to be too late..everyone is so busy with their own life that cant even have e time to meet up for chit chat session…the most regretful thing in life I did is do stupid stuff behind my ex..but right now, I dun feel that guilty anymore, becoz I learnt my mistakes and I realize he is not the right man for me…I tried to mend it back for him but he just pushes me away..everything he does to me during that 10 mths is the time I learn to grow up and see a lot of things in RS…its juz fate doesn’t bring us tgt..it heaven’s will that I met JJ, its just destiny that I loved him so much…its not coincidence ..i just believe it is the FATE between I and JJ…whether we will last or not, I don’t wish to think so much, I juz wan to treasure every single moment with him…I really hoped he will be my last n only..
right now I m staring at the hello kitty that JJ bought for me..i miss him so much.. yesterday night, I hugged the bear to sleep thru the night.. all I wan is not the bear, I hoped is him that I could hugged to slp thru the night.. today account paper, I gt no mood to do at all due to my “big auntie” , after the test, when I discussed my answers with my classmates, I relaise I did a lot of mistakes, haiz..so sianz…I m juz moody today…I hope tml meet my JJ will brighten up my day…I just missed him so so so much….
will this kiss forever so real and true..?
